Monday, May 23, 2005

u noe what.. it's never fucking about fucking me doing my fucking work, it's never about fucking me fucking finishing up whatever fuck i'm supposed to do... it's never about fucking me doing fucking good.

u noe what.. it always have to fucking centre about fucking me fucking being in front of the fucking computer... it's always about fucking me fucking sitting in front of the fucking machine... fuck it man! It has to go fucking round and round and round and in the end, ends up with the fucking fact that i'm using the fucking computer... even though i'm fucking done with whatever i'm trying to do.

it's NEVER about other pple fucking sitting for fucking hours in front of this farking machine... it's always about ME!!!! ME.. ME.. ME!!!!! I figured that this is as about the only fucking time it's about fucking me.

she wakes me up in the midst of me fucking sleeping fucking trying to get rid of a fucking headache.. and when i tell her bout it, she fucking tell me she's been having the same fucking headache days ago. WHY?? why cant it be fucking about me this time??? It's not that i fucking complain each time i'm ill.

u noe what... at the rates things are going.. i'm dont think i'm ever gonna fucking tell anyone when i'm fucking sick or when i'm fucking unwell... maybe not even when i'm fucking dying of fucking cancer or leukimia or whatever fucking illness can be bestowed upon me.

Fuck it!! Fuck This World!!

p.s : i noe it's one fucking vulgar entry but i'm fucking pissed. Pardon my vulgarities

Sunday, May 22, 2005

i juz felt compelled to type this piece of entry....

I've been watching Thai's The Sister this morning .. and i'm juz done with watching Entiti Bukti which i've downloaded (finally). For the benefit of those who dont noe wtf Entiti Bukti is.. it's some kinda blair witch project thingy where this group of malaysians tracked down claimed paranormal activities.. and yeah, they did. I'm taken.

Anyway, bout 5 minutes after i turned off my media player.. a whiff of cologne hit me!! Somewhere around that of Hugo Boss - THE Hugo Boss my fren Ana is crazy about. Tot i was the only one smelling it but apparently, my youngest bro did too. The weird thing bout it is it's coming from the window.. not from inside the house. All my other bros are sleeping so it cant be them. They dont use Hugo Boss anyway. The scent is still around as i'm typing this piece of shit... hmmm...

Explanations ? My bro thinks it's juz the neighbours cooking.. but since when cooked food smells of Hugo Boss?? hmmm.. Strange.. but true. It's gone now... whatever that was.. I didnt noe the paranormal also knows how to smell good. And boy do they have good taste. Heh!! That Lady oughta change her perfume as well... *juz a thought*

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Here i am bored at work... *sigh* Wished i could make the time on the phone faster... faster lah deyyyyy... i'm hungry... i'm cold... and i'm bored - spiritually dead, physically alive i must say.

Anyway, i went thru X-guy's webpage.. and i must comment.. his is a good one.. had a good laff at his Jokes and Stories section.. especially on a certain article titled "The Atheist". I think some of u might have read it before.. but daym.. it was farnie. Thank goodness for ur page, X-guy... or i could really die out of boredom... Okey, i'm exaggerating. Still surfing for good pages to read... any suggestions??

I miss IRC!!!! Daym i'm an addict. Haizzz....

Anyway, to my 6ix loves, looking 4ward to meeting u gerls on Tuesday... can we go Breeks again?? or can we go LJS?? or KFC? or Swensens? or Seoul Garden? or Pizza Hut.. yeahhh pizza hut's would be nice.. or what about Canadians?? Ok ok.. i noe. I'm one hungry gal.... Haizzz...

i took this posting from one of the bulletins in Friendster... It's kinda cute... Either Islam is great.. or the cendekiawan is plain stupid... but let's choose to believe the former. Allahu Akbar It's kinda long.. but do take time to read it.. For my non-malay readers, juz get someone to translate if for u k?

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Kejadian berlaku di sebuah negara yang tidak dapat dipastikan namanya.Masyarakat dalam negara itu hidup dalam keadaan yang aman dan damai.Rata-rata penduduknya adalah yang menganut agama Islam.

Suatu hari datang seorang cendekiawan kristian, yang ingin menguji keagungan dan kebenaran Tuhan yang disembah. Cendekiawan itu berjumpa dengan raja negara tersebut dan meminta kebenaran untuk berdebat dengan penduduk-penduduk di negara itu.

Pertaruhan yang telah ditetapkan oleh cendekiawan itu adalah,jika dia dikalahkan,dia beserta seluruh ahli keluarganya akan memeluk Islam.Sebaliknya jika dia menang, raja hendaklah memberi dia kekayaan dan kebenaran menyebarkan agamanya di situ. Dan syarat terpenting perbahasan ialah menggunakan bahasa isyarat. Kemudian raja pun bertitah mengumumkan pertandingan tersebut kepada rakyat dan barangsiapa yang kalah, dia akan dikenakan hukuman yang berat. Setelah hampir waktunya, muncullah seorang pengembala kambing Islam yang ingin membela agamanya.Dengan berat hati,raja membenarkan kerana tiada siapa lagi yang berani menyahut cabaran itu. Pada hari pertandingan, rakyat berkumpul di padang yang luas dan gembala kambing didudukkan bertentangan dengan cendekiawan kristian. Bermulalah soalan, cendekiawan menunjukkan satu jari kepada hadirin.

Gembala kambing pula menunjukkan dua jarinya pada hadirin. Dan jawapannya betul.Cendekiawan pula menunjukkan dua jari pula dan gembala kambing menunjukkan lima jari, jawapannya juga betul.Kemudian, cendekiawan menunjukkan lima jari, gembala kambing menunjukkan enam jari. Betul juga! Raja mula berfikir, hebat juga gembala kambing ini.

Cendekiawan yang tidak berpuas hati, membuat bulatan pada hadirin dengan tangannya, kemudian gembala kambing menunjukkan penumbuk tangannya.Betul lagi... Lalu cendekiawan tersenyum puas hati. Cendekiawan mengeluarkan pedang dan halakan ke langit. Gembala kambing pula mengeluarkan pisau kontotnya, lalu dijunamkan ke bumi. Betul! Lalu cendekiawan menepuk tangan.

Cendekiawan kemudiannya menunjukkan seekor ayam ditangan dan gembala kambing
menunjukkan telur ayam ditangan. Betul... Maka tamatlah sesi perdebatan.Raja amat berpuas hati dengan kepandaian gembala kambing. Cendekiawan itu mengadap raja, untuk
menunaikan janjinya. Raja bertanyakan soalan dan jawapan perdebatan antara cendekiawan dan gembala kambing. Cendekiawan pun mula bercerita...

"Sungguh hamba akui kebesaran Tuhan, sehingga rakyat tuanku dapat menjawab dengan baik sekali. Sebenarnya soalan hamba, tunjuk satu jari bermakna adakah kalimah syahadah cuma yang pertama sahaja? (Asyhaduallahilahaillallah...) Jawapan yang diberikan gembala kambing, dua jari.Jawapannya betul kerana sambungannya, (wa asyhaduan namuhammadarrasullullah)"

"Hamba tunjukkan dua jari, bermakna adakah rukun islam ada dua? Gembala kambing memberi jawapan, lima. Betullah... Bila hamba tunjukkan lima jari,maksudnya adakah islam setakat itu sahaja? Jawapan yang diberikan enam jari, sebab rukun iman ada enam"

"Bulatan pula bermakna siapa yang jadikan bumi? Gembala kambing menjawab penumbuk, betullah sebab Allah yang Maha Berkuasa. Bila hamba mengeluarkan pedang dan menunjuk ke langit, gembala kambing mengeluarkan pisau kontotnya dan menjunamkan ke bumi. Betullah... kerana Allah yang jadikan langit dan bumi."

"Ayam tu sebenarnya soalan bonus... apakah asal usul kejadian ayam itu Jawapannya telur... betullah...Sesungguhnya hamba amat berbesar hati dan akan mendalami islam sepenuhnya, serta menyebarkannya"

Raja tersenyum gembira mendengar soalan dan jawapan tersebut.Kemudiannya gembala kambing dipanggil untuk mengadap Raja, maka diberikan ganjaran yang telah dijanjikan. Dan bertanyalah Raja akan rahsia gembala kambing tersebut, adakah soalan itu dah bocor? Gembala kambing pun bercerita...

"Hamba sungguh tak puas hati betul dengan orang Kristian yang sombong itu.Dia tunjuk satu jari, maknanya dia nak kambing hamba satu. Jadi hamba menjawab, dua pun hamba boleh bagi. Dia tunjuk dua maknanya dia nak lagi dua pulak! Nak empat la maksudnya. Dan hamba jawab lima pun boleh.Kemudian dia tunjuk lima, maknanya takkan lima jea...? Oklah hamba boleh bagi enam pada dia."

"Lepas tu dia tunjuk bulatan, maknanya dia nak semua kambing hamba.Hamba pun tunjuklah penumbuk. Pas tu dia keluarkan pedang, wah wah... dia ingat orang kaya je ada pedang. Hamba pun tunjuk pisau kontot hamba. Sekurang-kurangnya hamba ada juga. Kemudian dia tunjuk ayam pulak!Amboi... mentang-mentanglah dia kaya, selalu makan ayam... Hamba pun mampu... walaupun hanya telur ayam. Tapi patik tetap bersyukur, kerana dia dah sedar dan nak peluk islam, sekurang kurangnya dia takkan sombong dan bongkak lagi..."Tergelak besar Raja mendengar penjelasan gembala kambing tersebut. Sungguh besar keagungan Tuhan... walau dengan cara apa sekalipun islam dicabar dan dihina, Islam akan tetap terbela.


Wallaualam...

Friday, May 20, 2005



I came across this banner from a certain X-guy's webpage. Funny though... tickets for the front rows sold out?? And i thought ticket sales onli begin on 25 May, both for online ticketing and thru the sistic hotline. I wonder where X-guy got the banner from...

Anyways, i realise Siti's much better with her English now.. in fact better than most average Singaporeans. At least she pronounces her 'th's properly...

And yeah.. i've not been blogging for ages... I dont seem to have any drive to blog no more. Nothing much happens nowadays anyways. It's been work work work.. not that i hate work, though. I love work. Weird.. but true.

Oh yes.. to Lisha dearie.. if ur wondering why i've not linked ur page up to mine.. i think ur page is virus-ed... sorry dear.

Monday, May 02, 2005

Singapore's former President, Wee Kim Wee, has died at the age of 89.

Dr Wee, the country's president from 1985 to 1993, is best remembered for being a People's President and for his common touch.


My condolences goes to the Wee family.

Ternyata akan terasa suatu kehilangan. Will forever remember his smile.