Monday, September 27, 2004

@ this point of time, I'm missing Step.. not physically though. Kinda missing his presence, virtually. Dont ask me why. I dont know. And if u r thinking i haf feelings for him or something, think again. Coz i'm not. Haizz... one of those i-miss-somebody days... Step, if ur reading this, arent u glad i'm missing u? heh!!

Friday, September 24, 2004

i noticed lately... quite a number of pple saying asking where i've been. My MSN blink blink... contacts asking me "Lama tak nampak?", "Kak Luberrrrr, rinduuu sangat??", "How are u, bz huh??"... In IRC, chatters asked me.. "Mana ko pi?" , "Dah lama tak nampak ko?", "How have you been?", "Mana ko ilang ar Luber?" ... My hp beep beep... "Sombong ko skrang, eh?", "Asal lama tak msg ar?.. and that same phone rang... "Wei, lama ko tak tepon aku!!", "BZ collect duit khemah kaper?"

Funnie.. coz i've been there.. where u peeps were expecting me.. hmm.. takkan tak nampak aku kot?? or are u the ones who were gone, missing.. and ur saying that i did.. ahhh.. takpelah.... Juz to let u pple know.. i might not call u, i might not reply to ur smses, i might put my status as busy on my messengers, and i might not tag ur taggie boards often... but i'm still here... alive and well.. alhamdullillah!! And remembering u peeps.. that's for sure!! *yawnz*

Thursday, September 23, 2004

okey.. i've read my taggie.. and there is the birthday girl, pretty-pleasing me to coordinate the jalan raya thingy. Sounds easy.. but it's not.. especially with most of the peeps having exams on raya.. nyehehehe.. cian dorang kan kan kan? ahekz!! Anyway, some pple might think that planning to go jalan2 on raya is cheeeeken feet... but hey!! it's not with these buncha peeps.. u noe who u are.. and i'm supposed to coordinate?? *shudder shudder* I gave up on that every single year, remember??? Heh!! I wont give an ultimate yes to that, Hid... i guess we shall juz see how it turns out... and i'm looking forward to a god-child this raya :):):)

This entry is dedicated to one of my 6ix Loves.. the self-proclaimed sweet girlfriend, the kecoh Love.. second to Bibin of course, the anxious aunt-to-be and the birthday girl of today - Siti Nurhidaya Omar.. heh! Sori bout the Siti in front... sejak biler plak nama dier ader Siti kat depan. U r finally 21!!! Welcome to the ones-infront-of-the-twos world... ok ok.. no such world exists, i admit.. and with a maturity like yours, i doubt it makes any difference. Anyway, Hid.. Selamat Hari Lahir.. semoga hari ini datangnya dgn membawa rahmat dan redhaNya untukmu, Semoga keceriaan mengiringi setiap langkah mu dan Semoga kebahagiaan menjadi milik abadimu, insyaAllah... Happie Birthday!! Now go out and celebrate!!!

Monday, September 20, 2004

I dont see how pple can get Monday blues... Monday's the best working day a 5 or 6-working-day-withsundayoff person can get... the work already piled up.. u come to work.. clear clear clear.. and once u finish clearing the shit, HEY!! it's time to go home!! Yeahooo...!! I so love Mondays...

Even customer service, retail pple can Monday blues?? That's even weird.... when i was in retail, i loved every single working day... hmm..

~~ Maybe i was borne to be different.. maybe it's Maybelline!! haha.. Lame, Siti.. Ultero Lame!!!

Anyway, when ur working.. or studying, for that matter... dont look forward to anything.. it juz makes the time go veeeerrrrryyyyy slowly... i learnt that.. heh!

Sunday, September 19, 2004

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Hmm.. saw this on one of the bulletin board msgs on Friendster.. dunnoe whether it's true or not.. and dunnoe whether it applies here or not.. but hey.. better to be safe than sorry rite? Dun wanna haf a huge heart attack when the bills come, do we?? Ahakz!!

Other than that... nothing much happening.. besides the fact that one Love finally became the first to enter the much-talked-about matrimonial life... We used to kid that she'd be the first to do so.. and guess what.. she did!! Click here for the pics.. courtesy of Le Hid's. hmm... The question of who's next popped up during the reception and well.. we're still guessing. Only time will tell, i guess. So that's one down, 5 more wedding receptions to go.

I read Hid's bloggie and noted what Ghaz said... pple blog to show off... hmm.. my dear Ghaz, what's there to show off in the first place? Nahh.. i blog for fun... nothing interesting happens in my life anyway... if people wanna know what happens in my life, then they read.. if they dont, they dont.. so end in end.. it's ur choice.. nobody's forcing u anyway... and psst.. u can get to know more bout me in my bulletins in Friendster rather than here in my blog...

and i sooo love to deejay... ahakz!! Been deejaying on Radio Safarimelayu.. that's the IRC channel where i always hang out at.. yeah.. call me pathetic, if u want to.. but hey! It Doesnt Matter!!... http://202.136.6.101:25068/listen.pls is the URL to check out on Winamp.

Thursday, September 09, 2004

When she called me, i knew something was up.. coz she seems desperate to call me up.. not like usual.. she'd never call me up again and again if it was juz to talk.. hmmm...

And when she told me, i knew what happened.. but i pretended not to.. and i asked... and when i got the answer, i turned silent.. speechless.. wordless.. God knows where all those words went to.. even she asked.. "Siti, asal kau diam??"

When we hung up, i juz sat in bed.. thinking bout that conversation... sure.. she was cool bout it.. i wasnt shocked.. only surprised it happened only now.. now and not before...

i had mixed feelings.. anger.. sadness... guilt... fear... angry, not sure at myself or at her or him for that matter.. or at the government for implementing those changes which drove her to THAT decision... sadness, coz it had to turn out this way.. guilt, for not being a fren enuff.. fear, for her and her future... anyway, i slept thinking bout it.. thinking whether or not i should be there.. hmm..

i dunnoe... i really dunnoe... maybe, juz maybe.. i'll turn.. juz coz she's my fren... and frens should support one another.. or izzit?? hmmm....

it's kinda scary when frens u were once close with ,whom u knew for most of ur years growing up, change... for the better (*think Zaleha*) or for the worse (*think her*). or maybe.. i was never a friend in the first place.. sighhh..

and hidaya.. by the time u read this, u'd know i wont be calling u coz i noe already.. insyaallah.. i'll be there.. hopefully.

Thursday, September 02, 2004

I hate CRT monitors.. they make me sleepy.. ahakz.. yeah yeah siti.. blame the monitor... and i'm hooked on coffee... need it every working morning... *yawnz* where's my coffee.. uh oh.. finished... sighzzz...

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

the recruitment bloggie's up.. view it at http://yakinboleh.blogspot.com
cheerios peeps...