Thursday, April 29, 2004

He's saying he still luvs me...
He's saying he have never let go...
He's saying i was the one who decided to forgo...
all the luv we've shared,
all the feelings we've xchanged...
But never did he say...
About the hurt i've felt...
The hurt that i never would want to feel again...
If such a thing is possible.

posted by Tipah @ 22:34

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

the thing i blogged yesterday.. i think my mum saw the envelope on which i wrote it before i actually typed it in... haizz.. trus kena leter sey pepagi... bla bla bla bla bla.. Bummer!!

posted by Tipah @ 10:17

Monday, April 26, 2004

"Carik keje taknak!!" Remuk hati pabila dituduh begitu.... Seolah2 selama tamat pengajianku, aku hanya duduk termenung menghabiskan harta. Pernahkah kau bertanyakan usahaku?? Walau tidak ku punya pekerjaan tetap, namun tidak pula kumenyusahkan. Keperluanku kuuruskan sendiri... Sekiranya tidak halal makan minumku, katakanlah. Tidak akan kusentuh. Ya Allah.. Cekalkanlah hatiku. Tidak ingin ku jadi manusia yg membenci.

posted by Tipah @ 03:15

Sunday, April 25, 2004

haizz.. juz got news my cousin, who btw is juz 2 days older than i am, is gettin engaged this augustus... insyaAllah... so i guess the pressure's on me now.. haha! Note: Must get someone.. hehe.. nahhhh! Diri sendiri tak terjaga, apa lagi nak jaga anak bujang org, kan? My cousin's different.. she's much matured than her age.. lagipun, dorang tu dah rapat sangat. Well, if it turns out, i share their happiness.

posted by Tipah @ 23:40

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

ntah mengapa hati tak tenteram pagi ni... sebenarnya semenjak kelmarin. I thought the load was off my chest; but i guess i thought wrong. There is really something in there... sesuatu yg ku ingin fikirkan; tapi tidak ku tahu apa. Seolah2 ada seseorg yg ku teringatkan; tapi tidak ku tahu siapa... hmmm.. What izzit??? Urgh!!

posted by Tipah @ 02:25

Tuesday, April 20, 2004

Love... what exactly is it?? hmm.. pikiran gak eh.. My mom wants me to get married @ 24. That's 3 years from now. It sets me thinking.. even if i were to have a steady rite now, would i be ready for married life?? Would i be ready, mentally & financially? hmm.. even if i were to save $100 every month, i really dun think that's enough. I oughta get a better paying job. Haizz.. maybe i can wriggle my way out of this.. maybe i'll juz hope for a miracle. God, help me please!!!

posted by Tipah @ 17:45

I juz got a big load of pikiran off my chest... phew.. but now i wish i hadnt. Things are juz not the same anymore... haiz. Most times, i juz wanna be honest; at times i wished i was that type of person who could live a lie. Most times, i'd feel for others; at times i wished i'd just be selfish and think about ME!!

posted by Tipah @ 17:40

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

Have you ever had some thoughts running thru ur head and u wanna pen it down but they ran too fast that by the time u got ur hands on something to write them down with, they're are already gone?? Have you ever had thoughts running through ur head but they ran too fast that u went "huh?" Well, i did.

posted by Tipah @ 11:46

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

another one of stuff @ rumandmonkey.. i think they are more dedicated to christians, i dunnoe, i havent exactly went through the site.. cant be bothered... God knows where i got it in the first place... anyway.. it's a "How Dumb are You" test and guess what??
Like, I'm so cool!
i guess i am... heh!!
How dumb are you?
A Rum and Monkey stupidity.

posted by Tipah @ 09:11

Saturday, April 03, 2004

i stumbled upon www.deadname.com and decided to try it out... heh!! So now i got a gothic name.... and guess what...? it's Innocence Lost! Imagine how that would look on my identity card?? Sheeesh..

this webbie http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/mormon/ gives u a Mormon name.. God noes what a mormon is, i dun.. but anyways, i tried and it returned Christmas Holiday Rocksan if i'm a female and Nephi Courage Rolan if i was male... Gee! If i were a Mormon, i would want to be male.. the name sounds better... heh!!!

posted by Tipah @ 19:40