Monday, May 31, 2004

My legs ache.. it's been so long since i cycle and work out, all that kinda shit. So when i had to cycle thru Ubin yesterday, it was the pits. My mentee mesti bingit.. bab i'm forever askin him to go ahead and cycle uphill while i walk.. Siak ar.. pakai tandem bike, tak gheti aku. Dah ler tade gear.. ader passenger kat blakang lak tu... Anyway, we finished the whole thing second.. after turning up 14th at the 3rd checkpoint. All thanks to my mentee who motivated me to go ahead.. Heh!! I'm feeling like i dont wanna go to work.. but gtg. Till my next entry.. and i guess that's gonna be a long while after. Hah!!

Thursday, May 20, 2004

i'm on the verge of cryin... for whatever unknown reason.
Doesnt it hurt when deep down u realised, when ur friends say hi, u noe something is up.. u noe ur needed. Fuck this world.. sorrie for the vulgarity.. but i'm feeling i-dunnoe-wat...Help!!!

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

I dont feel like myself lately.. asik nak bingit, asik nak marah, asik nak sedih, asik nak merajok. So unlike me... haiZzZzZz...and i mish Monyet!!!!

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

i didnt ask to be judged a poly grad.. Juz becoz i graduated, i've become kurang ajar?? Well, maybe i did... Life hurts.. even the virtual ones... Shit!! Maybe i'm juz condemned to be stereotyped. Farque!!! Yeah, i'm one kurang ajar chick now.. but dont blame me! Respect has to be earned!! To hell with respect!!

i juz wanna blog.. i had inspirations few days ago.. but my pc's farqued up. So there it goes.... Lately, i've been feeling like i wanna dance.. Giler eh? It's not like i can dance. :O)
Anyway, i got to know this guy from chat... Faiz's his name. Susah datang nyer org.. Totally different... Reallie sweet guy.. dentist's best fren. Haha!! Gives u toothaches from his sweet personality... hehe.. Faiz.. if u r reading this.. take note!! The whole blog community is gonna get to know u.. haha!!

P.S. but then, u can never reallie know pple nowadays.. Sori Faiz.. i noe u r gonna feel slightly hurt if u read this. But that's what i feel...

Monday, May 10, 2004

The song playing in the background.. i'm dedicating the sweetness of it to ma peeps.. Kak Shad, it goes out to you.. Step, to you as well.. and to my 6ix loves, to u girls as well... and Step's daddykating it to a certain girl by the name of Ayu. Please dont break his heart k, girl.. whoever u are.

Monday, May 03, 2004

My dad's been sick lately. Few days ago, Mom said he came home really2 sick, with his hand to his chest. Already went to the doc last month, did a i-dunnoe-what-but-it-has-to-do-with-the-heart scan but everything was fine... I mean the test showed nothing except for the fact that his heart was beating normally.. But it's back.. whatever he's feeling there in his chest... it's back!! Last 2 days, he was breathing real hard.. Seeing that chest goes up n down like mad while he's sleeping worries me. Oh God!! Wats wrong with him??!!! Bloody doctors!!! Arrghh!! I feel like crying... God Help Me!! Please Please Please dont take him away from us. I may not like him very much.. but he's My dad. Please....