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1998 was the last time. 2004/2005's the next time. huh? wat am i saying... wuteva!! SINGAPORE WON!!! period.

posted by Tipah @ 01:19

I've not been working since Monday... ya.. got that rite.. since Monday. 3 days in a row... Went to the office on Monday.. sat down @ 9.15am, went back @ 10.30am. Woke up on Tuesday, take my own sweet time to get ready.. and ring ring.. Chiral called and said "Hi Siti. We've got a slight problem here. You dont have to come today" and i went "Oh okey!" and started cursing her. Made me wake up so early.. then tell me there's no need to go to office. Luckily, i've not left the house. And today.. 3 days in a row.. at exactly wake up time, got a call again... and guess wat.. there is a possibility that i dont haf to go to office until Saturday. SATURDAY?? and i was supposed to go out to Sentosa with bebudak Cama on sat. DANG!!! Might not be going pple... i'll see if i'm not lazy to go into Sentosa after work.

That Tuesday, Mom started going "Kau ni takde matair ke Joy??.. sumer madang kawan jer." ekekekeke... i guess it's at this particular point of time after u turn 21 when moms juz start harping on how come there's no guy, yet. Bugger sak!!! Ingat getting a boyfren is as easy as getting a fish in the market ker?? Or maybe it is... hmmm... Maybe i ought to go out more often. Maybe i ought to divert my route more often instead of taking the route between home and work. Or maybe i juz ought to lose weight. Haha!!! Watever... Mom, u juz gotta wait. Let me make more frens first, k. When i finally get into a relationship, i'll tell u. Maybe. Teehee!!

posted by Tipah @ 20:45

How can a baby suffer so much?? These few days.. this question linger.. and the more i think bout it.. the sadder i get.. and the tears juz flow...

Thinking bout my newborn nephew.. how i have yet to see his cute lil face.. how i have yet to see his smile.. but i cant coz i'm not allowed to go in and see him.

Never have i tot of a baby in ICU.. now i noe. There IS such a thing.

Haermorrage.. never occurred to me it could happened to someone close. Now it is - occurring at stage 4.. critical.

I wonder if i'll be able to see him. Every time i wanna go to work, i pray that i would NOT get a call asking me to go home before time. I wanna see that boy grow up.. i wanna see his smile.

Thanks Is, for being there to listen. Ur a fren.

Ya Allah, panjangkan umurnya. Namun sekiranya itu akan membuatnya terseksa, kau ambil lah dia. Tapi aku mohon untuk dpt melihat senyumannya, dpt merasakan jemarinya di jari ku sebelom Kau bawa dia pergi. Ya Allah, tabahkan hati Kak Ina dan Abg Man dlm menghadapi dugaanMu ini. Amin..

~~ crying..~~

posted by Tipah @ 14:01