Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Salamz Merdeka buat teman2 kuz dari seberang... and in advance for tomorrow.. Happie Teachers' Day to all of u teechs out there... and to those aspiring ones as well.. oh.. and Happie Birthday Kak Nisa... as if she reads this.. haha!!

Monday, August 30, 2004

i'm gg to open a new bloggie .. but nope, i'm not closing this one.. the new bloggie will be my place to recruit... hehehe.. so if u got frens who's looking for jobs in the IT industry, tell them to watch this space... heh! semangat kentalan sak aku..

these few days... no make it weeks... i've been thinking of a certain someone... it started on a rainy nite (hmm.. so corny) i was lookin out my kitchen window and all of a sudden, he crept into my mind... was like deja vu.. i was reminded of those times we shared... hmm.. and since then, when something troubles me.. he would peek into my mind.. reminded me of the things he'd say juz to make me feel better.. haizzzz... 9239---- was his no. Dunnoe whether he's still using that no. or not.. but anywayz, it doesnt matter... wouldnt want to disturb him... But juz in case, if u happened to stumble upon this bloggie of mine.. juz wanna tell u i'm missing u... yeah.. i really am...

Friday, August 27, 2004

i was browsing thru one of books i scribble things on... and i found this entry... dunnoe when i wrote it though... i think it was penned on Valentine's month.. hmmm..

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I Hate Myself For Loving You

Mengapakah harus aku membenci diriku..
Semata2 kerana menyayangi dirimu?
Perlukah aku menghukum hatiku..
Semata2 kerana ku masoh kasihkanmu?

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hmmm.... i used to pen these so-called sajaks and thoughts in a book that i had... but now, i juz scribble on anything i can lay my hands on.... cant be bothered to transfer them over like i used to do.... hehe... Sitiiii, sitiiii.... tsk tsk tsk... makin hari makin malas...

Sunday, August 22, 2004

1) Now that i've been looking at job applications and resumes, I realised why we Malays find it hard to get a job nowadays... While most of the other peeps have impressive resumes with a whole lot of certifications (CCNA, CISSP, MSCA, MSCE.. etc..) to show (even though they are fresh or even with a whole lot of years of experience), those that came from the melayus are usually short... tak sampai lima minit dah bis go thru.. Those few days i'm in the office training, i try to get those resumes from kaum aku to get shortlisted.. but sad to say... it's hard. Those with experience, dont have the relevant ones... Tip: If ur fresh, and u want to gain experience, get them from the line u intend to get into... it's hard to get back to ur line of study once u move away from it. well... sedikit sebanyak, i've felt that... hmph!! But to ma peeps.. dont give up k! An interviewer once told me this : "Some pple find a job in a day, some in a month, some maybe years later... but don't give up trying" hmm... easier said than done, eh??

2) Didi got engaged yesterday... she's juz 2 days older than i am.. but so much more matured... so happie for her.... click Didi to see the pics... Selamat Hari Pertunangan, Di... best wishes dan semoga dipanjangkan usia perhubungan itu sehingga ke jinjang pelamin dan seterusnya. Amin..

Monday, August 16, 2004

time check 4+.. abt one more hour to go before i knock off... and i'm feeling sleepy already... aiyomakkk!! i'm so not used to this... ikut kata hati cam nak give up ni keje... tapi.. hmm.. Endure, Siti.. u can do it!! Hehe.. i'm self talkin here... * zzzzz.. huh? what? how?? when? oh!! zzzz... * ekekekekeke...

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

i'm in the office, given all these resumes to analyse.... as u peeps can see.. my profile has changed... Recruitment Consultant... whoaaa.. sounds major.. haha.. like real onli.. But hey! I AM starting werk as one as per next month. And i dun even haf to look for it.. they called me out of nowhere... it's a VERY small company though.. but well.. better than no company. Rite now, i'm starting training on my off days. All the words on the pc... gettin me eyes crossed. Bismillahirahmanirahim. Ya Allah.. tabahkan lah hatiku dlm aku menjalani perjalanan pekerjaan ku. Amin.

Sunday, August 08, 2004

Watched M.Night's Village yesternite rite after werk.. tak pernah2 aku gi tgk midnite... well i must say.. it didnt turned out the way i want it to be... expected a blair witch kinda thing.. but nope it isnt... the story makes u think it's gonna be like this.. but it ends up being that... hmm... notty! u peeps wanna watch it?? hehe... Be Warned... if ur not the type who'd like to LISTEN to what the peeps on screen are saying...then better splurge ur dollars on some other movie... coz it's a rather N.A.T.O kinda movie... but the sounds are good though....

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

I've noticed a name i've reallie2 taken a liking to... NUR MUHAMMAD... and the face that came with the name wasnt that bad either... TeeHee!! Too bad that face came with a ring on his finger.. But Hey!! it was on his littlest finger.. hmmm... haha!! A prospect?? Naaahhh!! But maybe.. juz maybe... i'll find someone with that name. Makes me smile everytime i see that name... Cahaya Rasullullah... hmm.. maybe some guy with that name can be MY cahaya... how nice!! :D or maybe.. if i dont get anyone by that name.. i could name my son that... hmmm... so peeps... Should a Nur Muhammad become part of my life, dont be surprised!! Haha!! Dream on, Siti... Dream on!!